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Isaiah 60:19 - 20


" The sun will no more be your light by day,nor will the brightness of the moon shines on you,for the Lord will be your everlasting light,and the Lord will be your glory.You will never set again,and your moon will wane no more,the Lord will be your everlasting light,and your days of sorrow will end."
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Obseving Things Positively

Obseving Things Positively
When I was in my mother's womb, she blessed me with this prayer and scripture in Psalm 139.



Many years passed and when I faced with difficulties and depression in life, I would rather ran away. I wanted to give up and admitted defeat. I thought it would be OK if I slipped away.



My heart grew cold. My whole life grew into emptiness. However I knew deep inside me was crying out to the Lord Jesus Christ. I knew He was calling me to return to His arms of everlasting love. I longed for Him but somehow I felt a great sense of loss in me until I dared not to return to Him.



I tried to hid myself from Him. But He amazed me because the Lord Jesus Christ did not gave up on me. When, I tried again to hid myself under the bed, a voice came in and reminded me about the scripture in Psalm 139.



I opened the bible and I began to cry which I never did before. It stated like this :







Psalm 139







"O Lord, you have searched me and you know me. You know when I sit and when I rise,you perceive my thoughts form afar.You disern my going out and my lying down, you are familiar with all my ways. Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O Lord.



You hem me in-behind and before,you have laid your hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to attain.



Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence?If I go up to the heavens you are there, if I make my bed in the depths you are there. If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will hold me fast.



If I say,"Surely the darkness will hide me and the light becomen ight around me," even the darkness will not be dark to you,the night will shine like the day,for darkness is as light to you.



For you created my inmost being,you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praised you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made, your works are wonderful,I know that full well. My frame was not hidden form you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depth of the earth,your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.



How precious to me are your thoughts,O God! How vast is the sum of them! Were I to count them,they would outnumber the grains of sand. When I awake,I am still with you.



If only you would slay the wicked, O God! Away from me you bloodthirsty men! They speak of you with evil intent,your adverseries misuse your name.Do I not hate those who hate you, O Lord, and abhor those who rise up against you? I have nothing but hatred for them, I count them as my enemies.



Search me, O God,and know my heart,test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offesive way in me,and lead me in the way everlasting."



My whole life completely changed as I began to grow in His arms of everlasting love. Jesus Christ called me and I love Him. I dedicated my life to Him until today.











" Your Word is a lamp for my feet and a light for my path."

" Your Word is a lamp for my feet and a light for my path."
" Let All Be His Glory "

Prayer for today

" Dear Lord, I know You have amazing plans for me. Please give me that hope for myself. Help me to learn who I am and present myself to You and others with no fear of rejection. Amen."
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Thursday, 23 February 2012

A child's prayer and thoughts

To pray is to involve God in our daily life and pray form the bottom of our heart. Cry out to God and He hears us.

Dear Lord Jesus, 

In my weaknesses, I come before you. I pray that you have mercy upon me. And in you there's hope and forgiveness. In your forgiveness oh Lord, there's grace. In your grace, I receive salvation. You are my hope oh Lord! Help me to live according to your Word.. I pray that you always touch me emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually. Wash away all my guilt oh God! In the Lord Jesus Christ, there's freedom from the bondage of sin. I declare that in Jesus name, I break that bondage of sin! There's no condemnation in Christ Jesus. For you oh God is a merciful God. Let me live led by your Holy Spirit. Thank you Father. I love you. I love you Lord.


PS: I will be posting A Letter To God  in March...

Saturday, 11 February 2012

Part Of My Life As A Child...

Hello everyone.... so far my life has been good.... it's all by the grace of God.... Okay... here's a quick review what  happen to me these few weeks...

1. Many homeworks with house chores..


2. I'm stressed mostly but managed to handle it.... trying to be calm when situations seems get out of my hand


3. Resolved some conflicts with friends


4.Trying my best to cope with Chemistry tuition


5.Trying my best find positive values in people and at the same time avoid negativsm


6.Frankly I worry a lot but really pray and surrender my wories to God


7. I practice chess techniques and manage to adapt more positive values inside me


8. I learn to conquer my fear and more balance in my emotions


9.Finding some inspirations for the dance cheorography


10. Trying my best to understand people and not to be self-centered...


11. Learning to focus what is important in life







I also learn that in my difficulties, there's always hope and strength... When I am about to give up in my life especially in my dreams, I still can feel strongly God never give up on me. Anyway, I finally find my strength and refuge in the Lord...

Praise the Lord.

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